for you all who have been missing me.
i'm kinda back.
if i don't die working that is.

everything has been happening all at one shot.
but im going to surround myself with everything positive.
yes yes.

but first.
credit where its due.

jem and jo!
thank you.
i love your tummy jo!
cause it gives me nice hugs.
cause its really flabby and comfortable!
and jem,
thank you for being such a sweetheart and letting me cry.
the things i never meant to tell you but i did.
and the things you told me too.
acid suck la!

i'm still waiting for someone to tell me that everything will be alright.
like pet used to do.
its still difficult when you're gone.
no one to assure me.
just waiting to see you again.

so i say that i'll stay away.
i will.

so tell me can you sleep at night.
knowing i'm awake when you turn off the lights.
did you think that i was gonna be alright.
pushed out of your life.
tell me can you sleep at night.
and all this time we're wasting.
you were all i thought about.
and this bitter pill i'm tasting.
well its time to spit it out.

you must not know about me.
you must not know about me.
i'll have another you in a minute.
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute baby.

everything you own in a box to the left.